Rambling Rees

I've read lots of post/blogs recently  from other special needs mams, and I've often thought they are really quite spot on but I've always said I would write my own one day. 1. I will walk the long way round.  Ok I know it's not often I walk anywhere, but when I do I go out of my way to stay off main roads because Neve cannot cope with traffic noise well. Life with a disabled child means going the long way around everything in life.  2. I cry and feel guilty about it.  I don't cry often but when I do it can seem to be over the smallest most insignificant thing, but please know that I need to cry once in a while and ok I might cry off and on for 12 hours but I will be better after a huge sobfest.  3. I have lost friends. Friends I thought would be there for me, but I also have found out who my real friends are, friends I might not see for months on end but I know if I rang them up and needed them they would listen and be there for me. And I hope they know they I ...

Firstly apologies for not blogging for a long long time.  Lots and lots have happened since I last blogged, which have taken my focus away from blogging. My last post told you all that I was 5 weeks pregnant, well that post was a few years ago, so here is a brief catch up. A little over two years ago, our beautiful peapod was born by emergency c section, (peapod is her nickname and a name that has stuck with her)  she was double breach and so a c section was planned, but before they could do that they had to give me injections to mature her lungs as she was going to be born at approx 38 weeks, I went in for the injection and Isla (peapod) got into distress, and had to be delivered as an emergency.  She was born 4.35pm on  Monday 10th June 2013 (12 days earlier than her due date), the Mr was working long days and wasnt able to be there, but luckily for me, after a few frantic phonecalls, my dad stepped in to collect Neve, and my mam, bless her cotton socks, was th...